Tonight we practiced for tomorrow night’s very long and highly anticipated worship gathering at Elevation Chapel (which, if in the area, you are invited to. starts at 7pm) There was a ladder set up so the lights could be changed to all different colors (red, pink, orange, blue) so I skipped a song or two and stood at the top and took some pictures.
Other than the 3 hours I was at practice, I did nothing today. I didn’t have to work (when there are no appointments booked at the photo studio, they obviously don’t need very many photographers to work, so I got called off today. Part time jobs suck.) It was a weird day, starting with the fact that I didn’t get leave the house until 6:45 pm. I fulltimejob searched. I website designed. I didn’t end up running because it was pouring all day long & truthfully I didn’t feel like it (now I’m a little behind on 1/2mar training. And I’m mad at myself for not just doing it. Love/hate/love/hate. Grrr.) I cried (more than once). I drank lots of ginger tea. I ate carrots and hummus. I called Nate, because he is so sweet and reminds me that even if there isn’t a design firm out there that wants me right this second, he does and always will (he melts my heart). And I tried to remember that God has a plan for my life and he doesn’t want me to cry all the time.
Oh today. Today was so, so sad for me. I really can’t describe it. But being around friends, singing and worshiping helps. It calms me down. Because God is bigger than bad days, and I am so thankful for that.